God says I am utterly corrupt; I too say I am utterly corrupt. That is the accurate assessment of the cross of us. "It is no longer I that live, but Christ liveth in me." Therefore I am not totally deprave that I can't choose God, but rather I am utterly corrupt that I must accept that assessment of me. That is the difference between calvinism and armenianism I believe. One is true, the other is not. One operates under the grace of free-will thereby receiving the grace of God, and the other reduces this God-given free will and grace that flows that accepts God's truths, assessments, righteousness, holiness, redeption, wisdom.