Zion Seeker,
I am not really an avid reader of reformed literature anymore (I read the occasional John Metcalfe book if that counts).
It is a shame that you have left the "Old Paths" and those men who have faithfully handled the Word of truth and that you are now following man-centered teachings instead.
You might be interested in reading this about John Metcalfe.
He is a false teacher BTW.
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