Pilgrim, yes we'll understand one day in heaven by God's grace, but probably not in this world. Not that it WOULDN'T be nice to understand....but then again God has his reasons for witholding that knowledge too in this world!- probably something to do with trusting him. Not exactly good at that one.

William, thankyou for your helpful encouragment in the other post. I have limited internet access so can't really stick around. Maybe occassionally I will post, when and if I get time. The last few days have been abnormal for me, (in regards to access) so have been enabled to post. Thanks anyway everybody for your helpful responses, I will definitely pray for you and God bless! <img src="/forum/images/graemlins/spin.gif" alt="" />