I lean toward predestination, but struggle with beleiving it fully (I'll have to keep reading about this in articles your site). My first thought in why I'm not sure about it, is then doesn't that kind of make us a "puppet" then? That though doesn't make sense to me. So Adam and Eve were the only ones that weren't "puppets"?? Maybe I'm not understanding fully what Calvinism is and you can correct me here.