I'd actually prefer that it was someone I couldn't see, because my sin is so shameful even to myself, I can't bear to look someone in the face as I recount it. Also, I like their reactions to be wholly their own (I don't like to see the revulsion on their faces). <br><br>I have spoken to my pastor(s) about it, but most of the people in the church(es) that I attend are old and married and thus haven't experienced this sort of temptation in a long, long time. <br><br><br>Thank you all for praying for me.

In the midst of your sadness and woe, when you are tormented and afflicted, have comfort! God's will is done.