I thank you both once again for the replies-Pilgrim, in the article you provided, I quickly noticed the author made a distinction concerning #6, the type I was looking for, I guess. Something within has been so desperately trying to grasp this concept of God's relationship with His ancient flock while holding onto the Christian heart itself.

I will continue to lean on God and His precious souls He has in place down here to get through this-one of the real truths I've learned during this is that He Himself provides the answers-the way the mind can suddenly align some of these things goes well beyond the human ability. Once you understand how this works, that itself becomes a direct proof that everything about this is real, and that it's all in His hands.

Again, I thank you all so very much.