You indeed have had it much harder than I. There is no way I could even began to tell you that I understand what you have suffered. The Lord is marvelous in the way He can deliver us from the deepest depths of our depravity to the essence of His glory through His Son. You indeed have a marvelous deliverance story to tell. Anyone who has had to deal with some of the issues you have had to experience indeed could benefit from good counsel. The Lord has indeed strengthened you so far, but you may benefit from NANC (it is about as good as it gets). They will keep your confidence, normally work with you even financially (if needed), and use only Biblical steps in their process. Something else I also keep is a network of a few friends that I fully trust and may confide in. They are allowed to question me about any issue. It takes time to develop such relationships, but they are so valuable in the area of accountability.

The Lord is doing a marvelous work in you Michele. May He continue to bless your life.

Reformed and Always Reforming,