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Thanks Susan <img src="/forum/images/graemlins/grin.gif" alt="" /> I hope it's okay to go ahead and say this, I don't want to keep going on and on.. but you mentioned my mother. I didn't know her growing up. My dad was married three more times. Every one of them was abusive as well. And since my dad was such a sick person, he would marry sick women.. of course. So they all blamed me for being 'the other woman.' <img src="/forum/images/graemlins/uptosomething.gif" alt="" /> how ridiculous. Anyway, I did meet my biological mother, and we do not have a relationship. Shes crazy. Such is life. BUT.. there is a psalm in which David says, "when my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take care of me." I have always felt sort of special in that sense. Not to sound immodest.. but when God is your only father AND mother.. I suppose one better not MESS with me! LOL I guess I see it in the same way as how I feel about my daughters.. heaven help the foo who messes wit 'em! Am I RIGHT?? lolol..

Anyway.. yes.. thank you for the very encouraging post. I suppose that is yet another struggle though.. I have a hard time teaching my daughters how to be feminine. Oh I guess I could go on! But I won't. <img src="/forum/images/graemlins/moron.gif" alt="" />

Michele